Tuesday, April 15, 2008

On Meeting My Unrealistic Goals

Well, I finished ALL of the things I wanted to get done including my term paper. I really thought I had set very unrealistic goals but I pushed myself harder than I ever thought possible. I am so thrilled to be able to go to Disney tomorrow and RELAX. I will worry about finals when I get back. Because all of my writing assignments are done, I will only have a small amount of reading to do which I may do on the way down or back.

I must confess. I am having a hard time letting go of the stress. I know my brain needs a chance to adjust to the slower speed. I have always had a problem with this and know I always will. I think it still scares me that if I am not insanely busy I will get depressed. Even after all this time, I still do not know how to relax. I plan to work on that on this trip. My goal is to fully stay in the present.

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